Sensual Eruption

Is it wrong to identify as straight, if you’re in some way attracted to the same sex? Even sensually or asexually…

Lately there’s been lesbian talk about how alleged bisexual guys can’t be tough and will never get any women because they’re gay even though they don’t identify as that. I like women but I’m sensually attracted to men sometimes, Asexually. I express attraction to others of my same sex though I’ve never had sex with another man of any sort. I only enjoy sex with women. I think two men having sex is too complicated, thats just my opinion. I’m also not against touching or exploring each other’s bodies. I don’t identify as Gay or Queer because they’re the same. I’m also not a Lesbian or Trans. I guess that leaves bisexual but I don’t identify as that either. Anyway It was my understanding that you’re not gay unless you say you’re gay, meaning no one can label you as anything you don’t identify yourself as. I don’t like the fact that people agree with and encourage certain members of the LGBTQ+ community but insult and bully others. If you truly believe someone is LGBTQ but is closeted then shouldn’t you give them the same respect as any other member of the community; and not ridicule them for not wanting to be open and shout it to everyone they meet. That’s extremely hypocritical for a lesbian to do that to a person she believes to be a closeted gay male when they’re both on the same team LGBTQ+. Isn’t that what you’re supporting in the first place by being Lesbian? 🤦🏻‍♂️

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Lost Souls – God’s Tears

I’m sure most people have at some point heard about the Eye of Horus, there are many myths about this eye also known as the “all seeing eye” or God’s Eye. One says the Eye (symbolizing the individual soul of a human being) of Helios (Supreme Being, Divine Self, Ra) left him to go into creation and while there, got lost. Helios sent another aspect of himself Thoth (Hermes/Djehuti, who symbolizes wisdom) to find his eye and bring it back. Hermes made the Eye remember its Divine nature and agree to reunite with Helios. When the Eye came back, it saw that Helios had put another in its place. To keep the Eye at peace, Helios put the Eye on his forehead in the form of a celestial serpent so it could rule the world. Another version of this myth says that Helios’ Eye resisted the the wisdom of God Hermes and as a result shed tears, then human men grew from the tears of God’s Eye. This story implies that human beings were created from the sorrow of God seeing his Eye (individual souls that originated from him– the Supreme Being, eternity and everlastingness) was forgetting it’s true nature and becoming human. The tears being the physical substance becoming bodies allowing the souls to exist in the physical realm. Humans being created from tears is an idea saying mankind is Helios (God) expressing his desire to have experiences in time and space. Also, tears being what humans do when we are sad, symbolizes how sorrowful human life is now that we have forgotten our divinity. We use our egos instead of our limitless and everlasting true Self when we are unified with God. This story also compares us to individual waves (individual souls) moving in the ocean (all encompassing Supreme Being), forgetting we are the whole ocean (Supreme Being/Divine Self) not just the individual wave (our ego). The Eye is compared to a lost soul which is a human stuck in the cycle of reincarnation living, dying, living again until we remember our true nature to transcend death and go back to our rightful place with God as One. Pursuing pleasures in the world by default will also give us pain, because no good feeling in this world can last forever so we continue to pursue our worldly desires even more. Doing so gives our hearts impressions that don’t die when our bodies do and those passionate desires live on in our souls after death compelling us to continue searching for fulfillment in the physical world, so we reincarnate after spending some time in the subjective realm (spirit world or dream world)(afterlife) for those who aren’t conscious enough to steer themselves in the direction of the divine, we have experiences related to our past physical life in the dream world until the soul is burnt out and reincarnates into another body. The Gods Themis (Maat) and Anubis (Anpu) are also involved in our afterlife experiences and where we are placed in our next life but that’s another story. 🕉

Man’s Will And God’s Will

Through our will we express our plans and future actions. The things we want (will) to achieve are determined by our self-identity. In ancient Egypt (Qmt) we believe our true self is with the Supreme Being (All encompassing){Neberdjer}. Qualitatively God and us are the same; this must mean our will also belongs to God. Since God is omnipotent and we are one with God, our will is God’s will which is all seeing and all knowing and in sync with all events. The principle determining a man’s success is not simply having a firm will, or just thinking positively but is man’s ability to intuit God’s will (the mysteries of life and why everything happens). A man or woman spiritually evolved to this level (identifying with the true self and not the ego self) can unite his/her will with the will of God; a person who seeks to be guided by God’s will in all actions and decisions in life. Success (which isn’t always the accomplishment of your exact goal but spiritual evolution {enlightenment}, gaining knowledge and power from the experience) in life is always the outcome if all of a person’s actions are guided by God. We should all seek to be guided by God and grow in the likeness of God.

Three Types of Men – Spiritual Evolution

The mystical teachings of Qmt (Kamit) and also in other cultures like the Taoist tradition of China, describe the three types (levels) of spiritually evolved men. In the Taoist tradition of China they are called Masses, Superior Men, and Sages; in the Kamitic (Ancient Egyptian) tradition they were referred to as Sahu Man, Ab Man, and Asar Man. Again these are the 3 stages/divisions of the spiritual evolution of man, representing the mental, moral, and spiritual abilities a man has. First, the Masses/Sahu Men are the least spiritually evolved they are controlled by their emotions and sensual feelings having little to no intuitive power. They see only the concrete physical side of things basically devoid of understanding. A man like this has not risen past the Sahu part of the spirit in the Kamitic traditions. Next, the Superior Man/Ab Man is one who is able to rise above the influence of their emotions and sensual habits. They have evolved a little more spiritually than the Sahu Man being that they are able to understand and think abstractly for themselves about the subjects they have been taught, although their knowledge is still limited to just that. They have risen past the Sahu part of spirit and the lower divisions of the spirit (lower-self, animal spirit, instincts). Being this spiritually evolved they can avoid contradictions in their life (falsities) that are problematic and seemingly unavoidable to the Masses. Finally, the Sages/Asar Men are able to intuit (teach themselves from within) the knowledge they need to solve any problem they face. They can achieve goals using words of power (Hekau) and visualization. This is the highest level in spiritual evolution at this stage man has completed his evolution. Learning and practicing the mystical teachings, meditation, prayer & ritual you will become more conscious, perceptive, and enlightened to the world around you. You will begin to understand more and more each day; why things happen in the world and your purpose as a (spirit at his subtlest) soul incarnated (mind & body at his grossest/densest point) to this life on earth (physical plane).


Divine Law – The Heart And Feather

Most people know nothing of ‘Divine Law’ — the law that governs all {incarnation, earth, and non-physical). In Kamitic (ancient Egyptian) traditions the heart is represented by a hieroglyph called ‘The Ab’ 𓄣. This hieroglyph in the ancient Egyptian language is like an empty pot, which is filled with all of your Karma (memories & experiences). This heart or pot is judged by the Divinity of truth and order Maat when a person dies or needs to cross over from the end of a physical life to the start of a astral journey and possibly reincarnate if the soul is not enlightened enough to find the higher self and transcend to higher levels of being {Heavenly realms and the House of Asar}(the Most High Spirit in Kamitic traditions). In the mystical teachings of Qmt (Kamit – Ancient Egypt) The Ab is weighed against a feather of the Goddess of truth and order Maat to see if the heart (conscience) is lighter or heavier (righteous or unrighteous). It is said if the heart is unrighteous it will be given to the demons for torturing (hell), in the Duat (Astral Realm) one may be there for an eternity (forever or unmeasured amount of time, years and years) and experience an unlimited amount of pain or pleasure depending on the life one lived while alive on earth. So, when you are being given a new life on earth after experiences in the Astral realm; you are given a life according to your Karma, The Ab is judged and placed in the right body to again gain experiences to become enlightened (spiritual evolution) and given the choice to become righteous and pure of heart. To realize the innermost truth and find the innermost self {The Most High Spirit}.